Friday, June 29, 2007

Alone in a Crowd

1 out of every 5 people , hmmmm naah I guess 4 out of 5 people or may be 5 out of 5 people would agree to this statement'' ABOUT FEELING ALONE IN THE CROWD '',in fact if you ask me ,ill say yes. But this feeling varies from person to person, for some it depends on the mood for others its a sense of being reserved and cut-off from the rest of the world.

In fact I feel this way the most when I am surrounded by tons of people, regardless of the fact weather I know them or not. It's like I am siting,listening and saying things with which I have no connection with or in other words '' i'm just cut-off or rather just not into what I am doing in that moment ,I am just in some other world''

One more thing I always find myself in a corner or rather pick a space like a corner''where I am away from the eyes of the rest'' ,hmmm cuaz may be I just wana be left to myself away from this world hahaha,though I have nothing against this world.LOL
Well Ajan left a comment ,which prompted me to write add something more to this post
yaah well I do too nod my head and give smiles on regular intervals even when I am not listening. LOL
And at moment of time I am thinking about something which I wouldn't have thought about even if I was free ,the only conclusion to this that I can make out is that,at that time being with friends in that free and non-stressful environment gives us an exit from all the pressures ans stress which we are facing in our lives and we just think about things which make us happy or simply which are of certain significance to us.

So I guess feeling this way is not that bad after all if it makes us forget about certain things in life and just makes us HAPPY.

'I know sounds a bit crazy but yes I do feel this ''strange way'' .' LOL

Remnents of an old layout

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Why the heck is my blog pink .....

Well first of all lemme tell you , I am not a girl who's crazy about the color pink'' nahh i am absolutely not that girl ,but whys my blog pink.
Actually I wanted my background black'' cuaz i love black'' and there wasn't any other color going with it ,so pink
yeah that's all

What exactly is getting bored???

I have been using this word from the past 3 months ''since 15Th of march,when my holidays started, I am getting bored, I am getting bored ,I am getting bored .
And now i am a bit tired of getting bored.
All that I have been going these holidays is checking out orkut ,sleeping ,eating and sleeping, plus saying I am bored.
Well before the holidays started I had all these amazing plans about reading lots of books and writing like crazy,but my holidays are going to end ,and i haven't done any of these things i had planned for.
Just wasted my entire holidays, sob sob sob
SO coming back to my original question ,if was that bored all these days ,i should have done something, nahh the lazy me ended doing nothing.
OHHH god when am I gonna learn from my mistakes ???