New YeaR '08

The clock reads 11 P.M, which means this is my last post of 2007.

Well what am I doing this new year ?? Nothing, just tired of partying so home alone. YAAH, my parents are partying 'were forcing me too',but I was content with a bucket full of Bavarian chocolate ice cream and fried fish this year. LoLzz
I plan to dose off in about an 15 mins, so before I do so I gotta admit the year 2008 is an extremely crucial year for me as I am giving my CAT this year. I plan to take my studies very seriously and cut down on the amount of time I waste.
I hope I succeed in doing so.

HAPPY NEW YEAR
LUCK

40 days w/o blogging

WARNING - This might be a long and boring read, cause I am still coming to terms with the fact that I survived this long.The following is an account of the major events that took place in these days.

I am a self-confessed Internet addict, Internet is like my lifeline but owing to some unavoidable circumstances I had to stay w/o the net for 40 agonising days. The first few days were a nightmare but some how I got busy with work at college so managed to surpass 40 days 'yaah I really did'. LoLZZ

Firstly, I'd like to thank all the God who roamed the face of the earth for bringing Vishnu back,''btw he's the guy who sells TEA near my college'',and calling that cup of tea, tea is an understatement.'I so mean it'.That's the reason we survive the agony of lectures, and for once in the practicals our eyes are open, each break means Vishnu.Vishnu's like saves the day for us. LoL
btw I am really not a fan of tea, in fact I don't even have tea at home,its just Vishnu's tea,no wonder why people call it Heaven.
So now with Vishnu's tea, we were all geared up to conduct our annual Life Science Dept. fest called 'SYNAPSE', the preparations were on since a long time, but at the last moment thousands of things erupted,nomatter how hard and bullet proff the planning was. But the show was a success , I personally had a lovely time being the host ,learnt a lot about planning and execution of events. Had a great time.

Moving on to the College Sports day, I didn't run this time 'got plain lazy', I know shame on me.
That's not the end,the best is yet to come AAROHAN an intercollegiate fest which our college hosts returned after 13 years,this time is was just electric the highlights of it was the Rock Band elims on the first day'the winner would go into the 2ND round of Channel V Launch Pad', the entire show rocked,the crowds enjoyed every bit. The 2nd day couldn't have been better, YAVU, SCEPTRE, DEMONIC RESURRECTION, NECROSIS brought down the house, the crown went frantic,I too had a stiff neck owing to all the head banging.Really had fun that day. The music just took me to a HIGH.

BTW I was volunteering for Security'though I was a complete misfit for it' LoLzz.
Then came 3 days of UTSAV 'the intra college fest',danced my feet out, the last dance was for the third year students who had tears in their eyes. 'I guess I might be in the same position next year'.
And yes 5 days of Security for a person like me was hectic,never again am I ever going to do it.
Enough of dancing, I deserve a goodnight sleep this new year so that I can start a fresh with lots of energy and focus to reach my dreams.

Shock N Disbelieve - The world has lost a Leader

BENAZIR BHUTTO
The news of her death came in 2 days back, and I was dumb stuck with disbelief and shock. She was one person who could bring some sense of normalcy in Pakistan. And with her death that hope is also buried.
I have seen many of her interviews and she came across to me, as a true leader who had a vision and plan for her country, who really wanted to bring a chance ,who felt for the people of Pakistan and was committed to fight the terrorists head on.
But with her death the crisis in Pakistan have just reached a threshold and could escalate any moment bringing India's safety into trouble. Pakistan has become a state of utter chaos and clutter where religious extremism breads ,its the 21st century ,the world is moving forward and I see Pakistan go back into the darkness of terror and disorientation.
It disturbs me a great deal to see all this cause the effect of this turmoil will soon be left in India with the terrorist groups getting stronger day after day.

May god rest her soul.

Loneliness v/s Solitude

I wanted to write about these two faucets of life since a long time ,but never got the right perception of them, Rohit's post called loneliness-solitude-insitutionlized made it possible for me .Do have a look at it.

We all battle times of loneliness in our lives, as per me loneliness is a feeling of being distant from others ,the feeling of not been cared for, etc etc etc . I feel sometimes we give a lot of undue importance to this word. And forget the joy of it 'you must be thinking, I have gone nut's 'but the fact is, in times like this you get to know the real you, you change as a person and gain some strenghts,learn some valuable lessons about people and yourself which you would cherish for life.
As its rightly said 'its all in the mind',loneliness is also the trick of the mind it's man made pain which can be surpassed by working 'yaah been there,done that'.
But yes its a part and parcel of human life 'pain, that's what makes us human' ,enjoy it ,learn from it and when you come out of it ull notice the difference.

So after the wave of loneliness passes comes the wave of Solitude, personally I am a big big fan of it. LOLzz
Its gives you a sense of absolute satisfaction and bliss which cannot be put into words, at times when life bashes you ,I recoil it by solitude which shields me from all the blows and strengthens me to fight back.
It helps me to find myself again and realise my true objectives and goals in this fast track and hasty world which I call home.
I have always been a Loner and I guess always will be, but times of tears do come, in which I have the company of nobody but me.I COME TO MY OWN RESCUE:) 'quoting Rohit's words'.I don't care what people say when people find me sitting alone cause they don't know the bliss of solitude. So if you are like me , carry on with the way you are, cause you have you.

I am BacK back back back

Ohhhhhhh man,
Finally I am back
fells so good
don't know how I managed to survive w/o blogging for abt 40 days
All SMILES NOW
yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
lota thinga happened during this time
do log again on this page for some laughs n sobs
cheers